Four more to go!
Four more pounds till I reach that HUGE goal of 200.Of course, its terribly fun to try to lose 4 pounds during December, but honestly, I KNOW I can hit this goal. I've got plenty of motivation and its kicking in again. Been walking more and using my weight machine more than I did the last month or so.
It feels good to look in the mirror and see how far I've come. I don't feel fat anymore, I don't feel like that huge whale of a person. I notice things like my shadow is slimmer, I don't feel like I'm bumping into everything moving down an aisle in the store. So many small things, yet they all make the biggest changes in my life.
Once I hit 200, that means only 50 more to go. It's possible that 160 will feel wonderful and I just won't freak out, but until I get that much closer I'm not going to make up my mind about it one way or another. Right now I can still SEE everything I need to lose. 40 more pounds, I have no idea how that will look. I've not been this skinny since just after I had Vincent I think.
Other news. Christmas shopping done cept for one last gift for Vincent. I'm pretty happy, spent about 100 each on the kids. Not too shabby. I didn't get gifts for Mom & Dan this year. I don't think any of us are wanting to exchange presents, but since I'm going to the in-laws, I picked up ones for them. Nothing huge, I think I averaged about 15 on each person. I can live with that. Looking forward to next year when I can spend a bit more and not have to worry bout small things. Still had to get money from Brian's Mom to be able to travel up, but we wouldn't have needed that if the stuff in Nov wouldn't have happened. Just sucks though ;/
Kat came home yesterday very upset about her Algebra class. Seems she got her progress report and the teacher hadn't put in her makeup work from those 4 days, and so she got an F. The teacher had marked the ones that were her makeup ones and noted they weren't in there, but Kat is still worried shes gonna get dropped from the class. I'm gonna get very pissy if that happens because of this. Its completley not right and if the teacher actually lost her makeup work then thats not Kat's fault. Kat takes her work very seriously and I won't let this just happen without doing something. So I wrote a note and asked the teacher to give me a call so I can find out all the details straight from her.
Still kitty sitting, and shes getting TONS better. She doesn't claw, growl and hiss as much, and shes playing with Nari all the time. She's even jumped up to lay next to me on the couch, unlike all the other ones! We've sorta nicknamed her Twitch instead of Tidbit, her real name, and it fits. Shes SO jumpy! I think there's a little bit of me that doesn't want her to go home, but honestly I think 4 cats is too much. We'll just have to see how it goes.
It feels good to look in the mirror and see how far I've come. I don't feel fat anymore, I don't feel like that huge whale of a person. I notice things like my shadow is slimmer, I don't feel like I'm bumping into everything moving down an aisle in the store. So many small things, yet they all make the biggest changes in my life.
Once I hit 200, that means only 50 more to go. It's possible that 160 will feel wonderful and I just won't freak out, but until I get that much closer I'm not going to make up my mind about it one way or another. Right now I can still SEE everything I need to lose. 40 more pounds, I have no idea how that will look. I've not been this skinny since just after I had Vincent I think.
Other news. Christmas shopping done cept for one last gift for Vincent. I'm pretty happy, spent about 100 each on the kids. Not too shabby. I didn't get gifts for Mom & Dan this year. I don't think any of us are wanting to exchange presents, but since I'm going to the in-laws, I picked up ones for them. Nothing huge, I think I averaged about 15 on each person. I can live with that. Looking forward to next year when I can spend a bit more and not have to worry bout small things. Still had to get money from Brian's Mom to be able to travel up, but we wouldn't have needed that if the stuff in Nov wouldn't have happened. Just sucks though ;/
Kat came home yesterday very upset about her Algebra class. Seems she got her progress report and the teacher hadn't put in her makeup work from those 4 days, and so she got an F. The teacher had marked the ones that were her makeup ones and noted they weren't in there, but Kat is still worried shes gonna get dropped from the class. I'm gonna get very pissy if that happens because of this. Its completley not right and if the teacher actually lost her makeup work then thats not Kat's fault. Kat takes her work very seriously and I won't let this just happen without doing something. So I wrote a note and asked the teacher to give me a call so I can find out all the details straight from her.
Still kitty sitting, and shes getting TONS better. She doesn't claw, growl and hiss as much, and shes playing with Nari all the time. She's even jumped up to lay next to me on the couch, unlike all the other ones! We've sorta nicknamed her Twitch instead of Tidbit, her real name, and it fits. Shes SO jumpy! I think there's a little bit of me that doesn't want her to go home, but honestly I think 4 cats is too much. We'll just have to see how it goes.
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