Home safe & sound
Dealt with the ex after I got home. Took Vince off into my room and we had a long sit down talk. I explained to him alot of things, pointed out how little if anything he is getting from this relationship with his father and then I put it simply, I'm making the decision here, communication stops. Its a year and a half just about till hes 18, thats the least amount of time that hes actually been gone, most times its 2, 3 or 4 years at a time hes out of their life. When hes 18, he can take on his dad again.
Then I had to call Mike, and let him know. He of course had that way of making me feel like he'd done nothing wrong and it wasn't HIS fault. Course not. He pissed me off mentioning my father over and over, so I put a stop to that. Then I told him he can take me to court if he wants to talk to Vince again, and good luck on that.
Felt good in the end, Vince seems alright so far. We'll just play it by ear and see how it goes.
Good news (is there room for any?) I actually kept myself from gaining weight while in Ohio, and lost 3 more pounds to boot. 70 lost, 60 to go. 10 more to get under 200. I really want that number now. Thats a HUGE goal. And I'll get there, no matter what.
Final conclusion on dad's death certificate was cause of death was heart failure due to diabetes. I'm losing weight because I'm scared to death to develop diabetes like my father and go through all that. I won't do it, I just can't do that.
Our 11th anniversary is today... hard to imagine thats for sure. Celebrated last night with the kids. Went to see Harry Potter & out to eat. Felt good, needed some family time without other distractions. Did I mention, I missed my kids more than I thought I would?
Then I had to call Mike, and let him know. He of course had that way of making me feel like he'd done nothing wrong and it wasn't HIS fault. Course not. He pissed me off mentioning my father over and over, so I put a stop to that. Then I told him he can take me to court if he wants to talk to Vince again, and good luck on that.
Felt good in the end, Vince seems alright so far. We'll just play it by ear and see how it goes.
Good news (is there room for any?) I actually kept myself from gaining weight while in Ohio, and lost 3 more pounds to boot. 70 lost, 60 to go. 10 more to get under 200. I really want that number now. Thats a HUGE goal. And I'll get there, no matter what.
Final conclusion on dad's death certificate was cause of death was heart failure due to diabetes. I'm losing weight because I'm scared to death to develop diabetes like my father and go through all that. I won't do it, I just can't do that.
Our 11th anniversary is today... hard to imagine thats for sure. Celebrated last night with the kids. Went to see Harry Potter & out to eat. Felt good, needed some family time without other distractions. Did I mention, I missed my kids more than I thought I would?
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