Changes
So, I got my hair cut yesterday. I haven't had it this short since I was 19. It FEELS really good, but I don't love it yet. Still playing with it and trying to figure out how to style it. I might have to get it trimmed a bit more, unsure.
As I sit here sometimes coming down on myself for not losing more weight and faster, I force myself to see where I was just a few months ago. I think its time I posted some pictures to that extent.
This is where I started, middle of June 2005.
And this is where I am now, November 2005, 67 pounds lighter and over half way to my goal of 150.
I still hate pictures, my smile ALWAYS sucks, but I cannot deny the progress. I've gone from size 28 jeans (that were tight) to size 18 jeans that already go on easy straight out of the dryer. Size 26 tops to size 18, sometimes normal size extra larges. Most of my ring don't even fit the right fingers anymore. My good suede coat wraps over at least 10 inches in the front when I used to nearly pop off the buttons.
Why do I sit here and tell myself its still not good enough? I'm afraid I'll hit my goal and still not be happy. The 'hanging fat' bugs the hell outta me, I'll be completely honest and I'm scared that it won't reabsorb. I don't know what to do about that except just hope and keep working out and lifting weights.
As I sit here sometimes coming down on myself for not losing more weight and faster, I force myself to see where I was just a few months ago. I think its time I posted some pictures to that extent.
This is where I started, middle of June 2005.
And this is where I am now, November 2005, 67 pounds lighter and over half way to my goal of 150.
I still hate pictures, my smile ALWAYS sucks, but I cannot deny the progress. I've gone from size 28 jeans (that were tight) to size 18 jeans that already go on easy straight out of the dryer. Size 26 tops to size 18, sometimes normal size extra larges. Most of my ring don't even fit the right fingers anymore. My good suede coat wraps over at least 10 inches in the front when I used to nearly pop off the buttons.
Why do I sit here and tell myself its still not good enough? I'm afraid I'll hit my goal and still not be happy. The 'hanging fat' bugs the hell outta me, I'll be completely honest and I'm scared that it won't reabsorb. I don't know what to do about that except just hope and keep working out and lifting weights.
posted by Tammy at
10:09 AM
2 Comments:
For some reason my weight is going the wrong way (wobbles)...
By
mosta, at 4:01 PM
Aww.. sorry to hear that ;/ I've been really slacking, and didnt see it move at all really this week. But then again I had a few pieces of chocolate from Halloween, and probably indulged a bit too much.
Good news is it didn't go up for me, I'll take it.
By
Tammy, at 7:00 AM
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