Moody
Moody, and no, theres no pms excuse. I want things in my life that are damn near impossible for me to have, and sometimes I let myself get carried away with that and then I break down and scream and cry in the shower, hoping the hurt goes away with time.
Somedays it does, sometimes I can push it so far away that I don't think about it again for weeks at a time.. Other times it'll just linger there, and I can feel it in my heart. Just this dead weight, a dull ache that thuds as I try to function and forget about it.
I never do forget about it, sometimes I just wish I could let it go..
Somedays it does, sometimes I can push it so far away that I don't think about it again for weeks at a time.. Other times it'll just linger there, and I can feel it in my heart. Just this dead weight, a dull ache that thuds as I try to function and forget about it.
I never do forget about it, sometimes I just wish I could let it go..
posted by Tammy at
11:09 AM
2 Comments:
It's okay to want things you can't have, but it's pretty much a waste of time thinking about it, right?
Make a list of the things you want that you could have, things you could achieve. Even the easy ones. Spend your time thinking about those. What's the first step to accomplish each one? What's the next step? How cool will it be to have them? Break the problems into smaller bits, and do those small bits.
Lose five pounds.
Smile at somebody.
Call somebody you haven't talked to in a while.
Write a poem.
Take a cool photo (and post it in your blog!)
Put away twenty dollars a month.
Do something nice for hubby. Or your kids. Or even me! ;)
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dkgoodman, at 3:22 PM
Wish it was that easy sweety.. most of them are rather intangible and more personal than I want to post here truthfully.
But thank you for the reply, it made me smile.
By
Tammy, at 6:09 PM
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