Sliding down the plateau!
Weee, here we go again. Makes me even want to work out more! 194... one ninety four..
Four more pounds, and I've lost weight equal to what Kat weighs.
I'm feeling quite self absorbed lately, but its been a long time since I had this much going on in MY life. Most things that happen are family related, or kid related, my life has overall been pretty bland. I'm not complaining, I rather liked it that way.
Now though, I'm excited about all the changes. It feels good and right. I'm realizing how my weight held me back from lots of things, not just physical. I lay in bed at night, and I can feel the differences. I feel bones that I never knew were there. I'm not saying I'm looking bony or haggard or anything, but just the normal bones that are closer to the surface I'm noticing. My jawline, my pelvic bones, my hip bones.. my collarbones..
My size 18 jeans I can put on and off without unbuttoning them. My size 14's fit wonderfully. I need to go out and get another pair so I can retire the 18's for good.
Oh, back to the subject of college. So I've been searching for scholarships.. why not, and I found one by L. Ron Hubbard foundation or something... its a prose story up to 17k words, and they award 1000, 750 or 250 I think.. every 4 months. Next deadline is April 1. I'm definitely entering. Reworked one of my stories last night and getting some feedback on it before I print it out and send it in.
Weeee.. oh yah, and going to look at a house tonight.
Life is fun!
Four more pounds, and I've lost weight equal to what Kat weighs.
I'm feeling quite self absorbed lately, but its been a long time since I had this much going on in MY life. Most things that happen are family related, or kid related, my life has overall been pretty bland. I'm not complaining, I rather liked it that way.
Now though, I'm excited about all the changes. It feels good and right. I'm realizing how my weight held me back from lots of things, not just physical. I lay in bed at night, and I can feel the differences. I feel bones that I never knew were there. I'm not saying I'm looking bony or haggard or anything, but just the normal bones that are closer to the surface I'm noticing. My jawline, my pelvic bones, my hip bones.. my collarbones..
My size 18 jeans I can put on and off without unbuttoning them. My size 14's fit wonderfully. I need to go out and get another pair so I can retire the 18's for good.
Oh, back to the subject of college. So I've been searching for scholarships.. why not, and I found one by L. Ron Hubbard foundation or something... its a prose story up to 17k words, and they award 1000, 750 or 250 I think.. every 4 months. Next deadline is April 1. I'm definitely entering. Reworked one of my stories last night and getting some feedback on it before I print it out and send it in.
Weeee.. oh yah, and going to look at a house tonight.
Life is fun!
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