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So I let my mom know what I'm up to last night. I think its the first time I've really discussed my weight with my mom other than the 'oh looks like you lost a few pounds' comments I get now and then. Not saying she never cared, she does.. ALOT.. just that she knew it was up to me to do it. We talked ALOT about different foods, and I figured out one of my key dissuations of myself most likely came from dad.. sorry dad.. but the ability I have to say.. fuck it all.. when I screw up definitely came from him.

But good news, shes got a treadmill she no longer uses, and dad can't use.. we are gonna see how we can possibly get it down here. I don't think it'll fit in the car, even minus one kid. Maybe can ship it down. Worst comes to worst... oh Heather... when you bring Katie home at the end of summer.. think it'd fit in the back? *grins*

more on the next "key" later.. I'm still trying to figure it out for myself.. its about emotions and eating. Not sure how much I fall into that catagory, but I don't want to deny it if its true, just still trying to analyze it.